Friday Revelation

Friday evenings are considered to be the frivolous of all...

"Those long hectic days, brimming with work,
We're busy finding ways, to get more perk.

With each passing day, more n more we grieve,
But faces bloom again, when comes Friday Eve!"

With 'sold out' tags on PNR ticket counters... chock-a-block parkings... jam-packed roads... stretched queues in McDonald's and its counterparts... and natty babes and dudes finding their ways to tap the floor on tunes of twirling rays...

Friday evening brings with it the spirit of living life to its fullest...the spirit of ecstasy!

While most of 'em find joy in being a part of the rocking modish crowd, some experience bliss in accomodating themselves under the sky on some stair steps, lawns, or solid railings outside any happening precinct and witnessing the zephyr. Perhaps they are the ones who couldn't make it for the advance booking, hence were retaliated by cine'toriums, and now encashing upto max the asset they are left with - NATURE.

Out of such euphorial friday eves there are a 'few' which are registered indelibly in our memory banks. Yesterday was one of such kinds.

Me and my friend were resting beneath the sky, opposite a crammed McDonald's 'eatlet' , and enjoying the sophisticated 'eye-tonic' accompanied with cool puffs of air (our own version of McPuff :) .

Balmy breeze.. then.. bought with it some specks of 'confession'.

Apart from the onerous workload (which vanishes on this eve), there are other petty issues which keep on knocking our serenity 24 X 7. The incubus of such events in our life give rise to stress and there arouse a need of something which could unleash us from these stressful waves. And that 'something' is : confession.

Damn!! How difficult it is to confess ! It takes the hell out of you when you try it. One can better climb Mt.Everest or bear Himesh.. than to profess. But once u've crossed that giant, you r in heaven..
...And finally, he did it!! He "confessed".
He confessed all that he conspired against me.... all things which were intentional... unintentional... all that he could not admit before them with whom he shares a bond... all that he wanted to decant... he confessed before me everything that was eating him up day after day... and as he continued with it i felt as if i was portraying "The father of metropol church". He asked 'the father' to pardon him if possible....

He poured off all... and as he did i found the spark back on his face. The spark of comfort which was irrespective of the fact whether he'll be pardoned or not...the spark of ease. How bouyant was he feeling... and so was i. Perhaps the field of his stress was affecting mine too... which i realised after i got relieved of it.

Still not sure of the father to exculpate him..but first time in my life had i encountered a confession which made that Friday eve even more lighter and even more delighter....

O Really...??

Try answering below questions and help yourself in determining the direction of your journey and the efforts you need to put in to make a mark...

WHAT...

...I was ?
...I wish to be ?
...I 'think' i am ?
...I 'actually' am ?

I was...

Retrospecting oneself helps to draw comparisons with the personality which one reflected in past..it gives us an insight on where have we dipped and where soared...on one hand we can decide on what all need to be squared with our past-self , on the other, be prideful over the areas where we have abruptly improved upon.

I wish to be...

Setting up an image in our mind helps us to put in more. Envisioning the personality which we've modelled for ourselves sheds light on the path that we need to traverse.

I 'think' i am...

A seemingly obverse side of the coin ! But its actually not..

We, at times, commit a mistake in drawing a perception of what actually we are. Lem'me explain this to you by re-traversing the path from childhood to youth...

Ria was an alrounder personality since her childhood. She was an epitome of splendour, beauty, academic excellence , sports, jingles, oratorship, creativity, and what not... She grew up...finished her schooling and entered college life..there, she considered herself the same old Ria, full of zeal and ardor. She did not particitate much in events, hiding herself behind the sophism that she has got more important things to do...neither did she studied much nor excelled in other fields..but continued to consider herself the best orator..the best athlete..the best student(that if she would study, she'd be the best...)..and best in everything..provided she do them. She kept herself away from conducing in the events behind the illusion that she needs to contribute to some more important acpect of live...and that if she would have, she would be the best !

Time passed and slowly she started missing that scintillate... and somehow, she finally realised that the cause of her lost tranquility is that she is actually not what she considered herself to be. She is not at all what she was anticipating her own self ... now she knows what she actually IS..a very different being from what she thought of...a very different being from the one she WAS....

Therefore, it's very important to know what you think deep inside about your present-self.

I 'actually' am...

Quite perspicuous from above ... knowing what we really are at present is the ultimate step...

Once coagitated over the above...you are just left with moving forth and attaining.... :)

LIFE...Lies within you..

Life is a drama, we all play the role..
and move on n on, till we reach the goal.

When we reach one target, we set another..
and it continues, like a ladder.

While climbing each step, one by one..
will we reach the sky ? That's a real pun.

But it never happens that we make it through..

'Coz the goals are high but steps are few.

In this drama of life, when tired of our role..
We tell the director, "O'Lord, change our soul."

"I am tired of climbing such short steps..
..plz take me along in ur special cabs."

Then he took me along and shortened my journey..
which seemed so long, as if moving on my knee.

When i reached (the world in sky), i was shocked to see..
If u were there, u'd also be.

There was neither any heaven, nor the hell..
What i found, was a deep well.

HE told me to jump over there..
and as i did, i found myself here.

On this earth again with a different soul..
and again it was time for me to set another goal.

And then i realised, that you'll never make it through..
'coz what you are searching for, lies within you !!

The Rookie says...

Hey... at last, i am here, expressing myself in my own terrain! Strange, but wonderful it feels...lounging in your own dig after a long odyssey. Far much better than hopping from blog to blog... leaving scraps here and there...with the comments witnessing your presence. Need not to be skeptical about...but each time i contribute to the count of blog visitors of anybody's regime, it fuelled me for having one of my own..and lo..now i have it.. :)

Will-O'-The-Wisp ...The Mirage...A phenomenon of total internal reflection which makes one to have a notion of water, but its actually not... Likewise, there are other things too which we believe but which may or may not be true.

Life is a series of incidents whose reflection cause us to perceive it in a variety of ways...Will-O'-The-Wisp is my perception of reality...the way i see my life..or just 'LIFE' !